Bex and their Anxiety

I have friends. That is a statement I constantly struggle with believing. I put WAY too much thought  into every social interaction I have. I worry what the person's thinking of me, if I'm changing the way they view me, or if I'm boring them. I'm just really tense around people. I like to think people have a positive view of me, but I'll never really know. I have two categories of friends. I have my "in person" friends (  Faith , Becca ,  Joy , and many others), and I have many, many online friends that I have met through twitter. Oh, how I love the glorious world of twitter. My Friends on twitter understand me. They get my obsession for the beatles and monkees, because they themselves have the same obsession. Now I'm not saying I don't love my "in person" friends, but I really love my twitter friends. So, to you twitter friends, thank you for understanding me, and chatting with me, and just being some really cool cats. Save The Texas Pr...

Can you believe its April already??! Soon the weather will in the 70's, we'll all be wearing shorts and flip-flops, and best of all, (for me at least) NO SCHOOL!!!!! But having no school leaves one with an awful lot of free time. Last summer wasn't what I wanted it to be. I spent way too much time wishing I was some where or with someone or doing something I wasn't.  I am going to seize this summer! Take control of it! So, here is a list of things I plan to do this summer (hopefully):                           Go to Camp (and maybe meet a boy ;) )                           Run alot                           Learn to skateboard without killing myself                           See a Beatles Tribute Band      ...